Friday, August 22, 2008

Memories

Oh, I love to go through old stuff. I went through my "Religious Drawer" at home. It basically has everything that I couldn't/can't bring myself to through away. It includes quotes, and handouts, and booklets, and some great ideas, and some fun memories. And I LOVED going through it, it totally made my day yesterday. It inspired me to be better, and to laugh more - and at myself..... Mom helped me to do that. Oh man, I have kept a lot of junk through the years, and I probably still have kept a ridiculous amount, but I did good, and like the stuff that I kept.
It made me realize though WHAT a role the Young Women's Program played in my life. I would not have been as happy, or focused, or became the person I am. And you know what?!? I'm still learning from those things that they gave me. I loved reading the things that I said I wanted in a future spouse.... I decided to keep those, they can still come in handy as I yet make that decision... and my testimony, and the talks I kept that were particularly inspiring to me. My Seminary Journals, and notes that said I was special..... it was a great day yesterday.
And what is even better is that it inspired me to be and do things a little bit better. I've been looking, trying to find that drive to get me going for this next year, and was coming up short, but I found it now and am ready to start this next year.

5 comments:

April said...

Focus is always good. I need to focus in too.

Joanna said...

umm... I wonder where all my old YW stuff is. I might need that boost too!

Hilarie Ann said...

Em, I love your blog! I also love this post, because, to me... this is the you that I know and MISS SO MUCH!
I am so excited for our class!!!
check out my brand new blog!
My english teacher wanted us all to start one... so it's just a start :)
Love you!

Hilarie Ann said...

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Trevin and Kalisha said...

Em, I stumbled across your blog from Hilarie's. I hope you don't mind. I really like reading what you've said. It's really thoughtful and insightful, and I just really appreciate it! Sometimes wandering to and fro through campus and the crowds, I realize how some people are just rushing and missing past everything. I like the time when I can just reflect on old times. Speaking of which. . . I told Trevin yesterday the story of how I remember meeting both Abby and you in Choir and English. I know you said we all move on and people are just memories. . . just know that I have good memories of you :)